You know you have an awesome job when after you are laid off you feel like you have died or feel like you have no clue who you are now.
I loved my job and the company not to mention the hundreds of people I worked with at my site and the other 2.
I am fine one minute then BAM! I am thinking of death and destruction. The job became such a part of my own existence that I can't seem to think past that. I remind myself (as do my friends) that I will be fine and that I have to go on, but I really don't want too!
I want my job, my desk, my life back!!! I would even go back on the phones if they would just take me back, how sad is that!!! very very VERY sad not to mention pathetic...