Butterflies, Dragonflies and Men!

Interesting title I think, well it is for 2:41am LOL
I have decided I want to decorate my bathroom with butterfly and dragonfly prints, however it doesn't have an exhaust fan and I'm worried they will mildew.  Any suggestions?  I don't want stencils.

Love this!

Beautiful

WOW

Dragonfly Goddess

I have released the wall from around my heart and am ready to share my life with a man.  I don't want just any man, I want one that is seasoned lol {nice way to say my age and older} must have teeth, and I don't care if they are dentures, very long story behind that.  If he isn't pagan or wiccan I want him to be open to my spirituality as I would be to his.  I am looking for my life partner and it has been sooooo many years since I have dated, and only met jerks online I don't know where to begin.  Now friends have said do a spell, put your self out there but doesn't that make free will go out the window?  Is it fair to use my craft this way?  I just don't know.  I am fine alone, I make my own money, pay my own bills and am not to bad to look at, see..

help me those of you in happy relationships, what do I do?

Warning Extreme Pissed off!

Men lie to make themselves feel less guilty but women lie to make people feel better.

OK so I decided to go on Plenty of Fish and since I have friends that have met their husbands on this dating site I figured 'what the fuck, lets give it a shot'.  So I started talking to different men and having a really nice time getting to know them and learning to open up but not too much.  So in walks the reason for this Fucked up Rant!  His name is Joe he is very handsome, has remarkable eyes I could talk to him on the phone for hours and we made plans to meet.  Also have been talking to Greg who seems nice and was in a serious car accident and is relearning to walk and seems like a really nice man and we are suppose to go to dinner this week, but we will see.
I waited for Joe for a few hours before giving up and going to bed yesterday, he had told me he was going to the casino with some buddies and we would meet up for a late coffee or breakfast.  So I went to bed feeling really amazing someone was interested in me!  For me!  He had admitted to lying on his profile but things like the general area he lived and he shaved some years off his age, whatever!  So I got a call saying that he was sorry they had drank too much and they were staying in the Falls and would call me later.  Well I drove my friend to work this morning, had to run an errand and buy a new fucking keyboard as mine died last night.  Came home checked my phone and no message, checked my computer and there it was... Hi Sherry I went out with someone I met online last night and we had too much to drink and stayed over, I found what I was looking for, I hope you do too Good luck on POF...
WHAT THE FUCK!!  Yesterday he was all just want to meet people have fun blah blah blah and then this... I so do not trust men I don't know what to say and I really thought this was a nice man down to earth and sweet.  NO he is a Fucking asshole who was only out to get his dick wet and I fucking hope he is happy because I will never talk to him again.  And he has confirmed that men in general are FUCKING liars!!!!

Flirting

I actually asked a guy to come over and watch the race with me on Sunday and offered to cook, which I HATE to do! Of course this was online, however I have known this man since we were teens, he dated my sister and his sister was like a fixture in our house she was my sister's best friend. 

Of course I gave him an out if he needed to take it. 

It is so hard for me to even talk to men even online it is panic attack worthy! 

Dear Goddess HELP me!!

I can flirt with men while speaking to them online even ones I have known for many years, but find it so difficult to even talk to a man live and it person... SAD



I have been told that flirting is an art form and it helps breakdown the emotional barriers.

A book I NEED to read but want to find Flirting after 40 first LMAO!!