Depression + Fog = BLAH

Normally I love a foggy rainy night!  However, after 5 or 6, I have lost count, I am starting to sink lower into my depression again.  I was hoping my group meditation Wednesday night would help, however there are children with chicken pox and so it has been cancelled.
I just want to sleep and sleep, I would love to just take the truck and drive, enjoy the fogginess however money for gas isn't an option so I have to stay home and it is just too cold to go out walking in it.

I pray that the Lord and Lady see fit to bring on some sun soon, other wise this is only the beginning of something that can turn bad and fast.

Taking my medications and turning in for the night.

Love and Light to you all, and please pray for me... xox

Cold and Windy!

I am sitting here trying to stay warm, the apartment is warm however the sound of the howling winds and the threat of a storm is not comforting knowing that in 2 hours I will have to warm up my suv to drive Fran to work then come home and try and organize enough for the cable guys to come in and do their magic so we have TV in the new place.

I have never been a fan of winter, I know it serves a purpose for everything to be dormant before spring, but I hate the idiots that have forgotten how to drive in it or the newer drivers who have NEVER driven in it before to be on the roads when I am.

Goddess, keep me and mine safe while travelling on the roads and sidewalks. 

Protect us from harm as we go about our daily lives.

So Mote It Be.

Creativity Out the Window

I don't know what I am going to do, I need to design some patterns for the holiday season, and I have no thoughts on anything new and different!
I have 4 patterns I have to re-enter since my computer died last year and I haven't even felt like doing that.
I am behind in mailing, behind in catching up with friends... plain and simple I have lost my desire for everything!
I need something that is going to create somekind of SPARK in me to get my ass, heart and brain moving.
I have so many projects started and I can't even bring myself to work on them...
What is Wrong with ME????
Goddess please help me see what I am missing
So Mote it Be.