Saturday, April 14, 2012

Feeling Lost in my own Life

I am feeling so lost right now, not being able to drive has taken away so much from me.  I want to just take off in my truck and drive and just keep driving, but legally I can't.
Who knew that this would feel like someone cut off one of my limbs? 

I don't know what to do with myself, I can't just get in my truck and drive where ever I wish to go now.  I have to have bus fare or see if a friend can drive me, this sucks major ass!


Anonymous said...

For the last 3 months of my pregnancy I was on complete and total bedrest. The only place I went was to the OB every Monday. I didn't even drive because my belly was so big I couldn't get my legs together enough to reach the clutch, brake and gas. It was very hard, at the least, for me to lose my freedom. However, if you look at the big picture, it is what is needed until your health situation is nailed down. Coming from a Realist and not a negative nelly, you really don't have any choice but to accept this right now so worrying and fighting it will only make you depressed. Remember, drama drama drama is not welcome. Have you ever put anyone in the freezer?

Ila East said...

I know the feeling too. When hubby started to work after we bought our latest home, we had only one car. I don't normall go very many places, but just not having a car made me want to go every day.