Sunday, April 15, 2012

Not sure what to do

Today the kids announced they were moving to a friends as they are tired of arguing with me about everything.  My oldest and dearest friends came over and after hearing all the stuff going on with me they decided I should move in with them where at least I wouldn't be alone all the time, I could get things paid off faster and get my health back on track better.
I am struggling, this is true, but I don't want to give up my home and my neighborhood and complete freedom either.
I feel like I am standing at the cross roads and a decision has to be made and I am not sure I am of stable mind to make it.  However I also don't want to be ill forever either.
I know they love me and I have a week to decide what to do, then let my landlord know what I am going to do as well.
FUCK!!!!!!

1 comment:

Vicky said...

Okay, I think you should move in with your friends, it is not going to be forever and when the time is right you can get another place. Just think how lucky you are to have friends that care a lot of people have to go through what you are going through alone.