Monday, August 08, 2011

Long time No Post

I have missed the world of blog.  I let my depression get the best of me, and didn't pay my bills other than my rent for 4 months and they shut off my internet, phone, electric and thanks to my Landlord, my gas is going to be saved.  So now i will be behind in my damn rent again, but I will have my utilities up to date.
I have been very dark and really feel like doing nothing, having horrible dreams of hurting myself, and wake up surprised that it didn't happen.  Seemed so real. 
So, what is new in my realm?  well oldest son is engaged to a girl that i am not completely sure about.  They haven't known each other long, they think she is pregnant and well shit just goes on from there.
I am going to my friends up north for 4 days leaving after I fix the gas issue and then don't have to work until Sunday the 14th, which is my 5th year anniversary at work so I get money and a month off paid.  I am going to visit my friend in Indiana and other than that doing nothing but chilling out.
Oh without my internet I finished the following cross stitches...
This is for Faith's office wall LOL I love it!

Chakra Blocks for Shannon

Law of Attraction


Vicky said...

Go! Enjoy your break and come back refreshed :)
Email me if you want to chat ....

Anonymous said...

I have been where you are. I left the blogging world for a while because I thought I had nothing but negative stuff going on. But I have decided that I am going to blog no matter what mood I am in. Writing is very theraputic and a good friend reminded me.

Have a wonderful time with your friends and recharge.



Anonymous said...

I've missed you chickie. Depression is a biatch, but I always walk away from it having learned something about myself. Woot for mental illness!

Enjoy your time with your friends and try to relax and be in the moment with them.

Have fun!

Wendy S. said...

Oh, I'm sorry Sherry you went through such a dark place and I'm glad to see you're hanging in there despite all the day to day struggles that are going on. I hope you have a good support system in place, (therapist, friends, etc..) because I know that's what helps me drag through the days when I'm in so much pain. Sending you lots of blessings and light.