Butterflies, Dragonflies and Men!

Interesting title I think, well it is for 2:41am LOL
I have decided I want to decorate my bathroom with butterfly and dragonfly prints, however it doesn't have an exhaust fan and I'm worried they will mildew.  Any suggestions?  I don't want stencils.

Love this!

Beautiful

WOW

Dragonfly Goddess

I have released the wall from around my heart and am ready to share my life with a man.  I don't want just any man, I want one that is seasoned lol {nice way to say my age and older} must have teeth, and I don't care if they are dentures, very long story behind that.  If he isn't pagan or wiccan I want him to be open to my spirituality as I would be to his.  I am looking for my life partner and it has been sooooo many years since I have dated, and only met jerks online I don't know where to begin.  Now friends have said do a spell, put your self out there but doesn't that make free will go out the window?  Is it fair to use my craft this way?  I just don't know.  I am fine alone, I make my own money, pay my own bills and am not to bad to look at, see..

help me those of you in happy relationships, what do I do?

I am So Blessed!

Today I finally got my phone and internet fixed.  I said to the guy, you know I work in a call center I could care less if you fixed my phone LOL however tonight a friend called and I was so happy to talk to him for 2 hours!  He is moving here around October and it will be wonderful to have him around!  We were lovers a once apon a time, but his friendship and our conversations about everything is what's important to me and if we happen to become lovers again, who am I to argue with fate LMAO!!

I have so much love in my life and I am feeling it today, great friends near and far, wonderful family near and far, a job that I enjoy going to and doing and 2 great children who light up my life with everything from laughter to tears.

I have my faith and to me that is everything!  I saw a sign that said "Nature is my Church" and that is so true!  If it is warm enough tomorrow I will be planting my ass on the beach and enjoying nature at it's finest!

Keep your loved ones in your heart and prayers, ask Spirit to bless them and keep them safe as I am doing for mine and all of you!

Keep Your Eyes on this Awesome Site!

I met a lovely couple when I won a freebie from Irish Irish Goddess' blog, started following them on FaceBook and they are starting this amazing website!  It is called The Sacred Village.  There are buttons down the left side and I am their guest post at this time!!!
Very excited!  They are working on some awesome things, here is a quote from their new site...

"The Sacred Village is a virtual village with e-books, e-courses, a village shop full of handcrafted items, and many more exciting things to come...


A social network where you can meet new people and share your hopes and dreams along with your fears and doubts and no one will judge you.


Imagine a sacred place where you can go and speak freely about your religious beliefs, sexuality and more and never have to worry about being looked down on. That is what the Sacred Village will do for you."



Check it out and keep checking for updates!!

 I love their banner!

Holy Shit I cross stitched!!

LOL it has been a long time since I picked up a needle and floss but this is for the center of a special project a friend is making me in trade for a piece i stitched.  Hope you like it, it's simple but says a lot to me!

the elements block
needs to be ironed LOL

Today I am going to the beach to recharge and pray for a friend and her lovely grandchildren, may Goddess protect them from the evil that wants part custody of them.
So mote it Be!

Gratitude Sunday, shut up I know it's Monday now lol

Since I just got home from work and haven't slept yet, it is still Sunday in Sherryville.
I have been reading this awesome book, well 2 actually


by arin Murphy-Hiscock



by Sonia Choquette

I am learning so much from both books, but the Ask Your Guides book is now the front runner.  One of the things Sonia says is to be in touch with your guide you must say out loud what you are grateful for, so here goes:

1. my children
2. my family blood and other
3. my faith in Spirit
4. my faith in the Path that I realized was mine to walk
5. my friends
6. all of nature
7. my job that pays for this wonderful apartment
8. my truck, Morganna for getting me to and from everywhere
9. my health even my unstable mental health
10. communication

These are all things that are so important in my life, wow just had a feeling of a feather on the right side of my neck, anyway I love that I have this forum to vent, laugh and make new friends.  Thank you to all that comment on my blogs, it means more to me than you will ever know!

Me, Son #1 and Depression can you say "I'm DONE"!

FML!!

Well, since Mike moved back in my life has been a virtual see saw of emotions.  Happy he is here and safe, then pissed off he is sneaking off in the middle of the night to be with his 'street' friends.  Then has to tell me he has met the daughter of his 'street father' and is moving to Brampton to live with her and he is in LOvE.  The kid can't spell it never mind know what it fucking means.

I read on facebook that he is going to be leaving sooner than planned, well for one I thing, I think that is what it says, you can't read his attempt at spelling, for 2 he just met this girl and he is going to go live with her? WTF???  I have decided that I am not going to work overtime this week so I can concentrate on putting protection spells on my house and everything, including me, in it.  At this point I don't care if he moves away.  Since he's been here my depression is higher, my anxiety is brutal and I can't find a damn thing that makes me happy unless I am not in my home.  This is MY home and I am taking it back damn it!

He says he is taking his medication for his bipolar, but I don't think he even has any to be honest, he is just saying what he thinks I want to hear.  I am tired of all of this and I don't like it either, so bye, I love you but good bye.
It maybe cruel and strange considering my last posting, but damn I thought I had road this coaster before and marked it off my list of things to do again, but here we are again. 
This is my time, my house, my cats, my stuff, my junk mine mine mine!!!!!!!!!
I am not willing to risk my mental health for anyone, not even my 21yr old son.  Yes mentally he is behind about 4 years, but I have put him in counseling, in therapy got him special help in school etc etc etc and yet, he doesn't care.  Oh well he can live the life he chooses from now on.  This mother is finished.

1 son moves out, the other moves in

I should be sleeping, however I am not.  Today my youngest son moved out.  He is going to be working full time at a plant 2 minutes from his father's so he moved in there for the summer and will be moving back in the fall before college.  It was heart breaking to say the least!  I bawled like a baby seeing my grown up baby leave.  An hour before that happened, my oldest showed up looking like shit, turns out he has been living on the fucking streets the past month, WTF??? 
So I talked to Joe when he came in and was packing and I was sobbing and he said "well mom change my blanket, pillow and sheets and he can move into my room for the summer and maybe you can get his ass moving in the right direction".  Wow how can 19 be so smart!
So I approached Mike, asked him if he would like to stay here for the summer then look for a place to live.  He agreed!  So now I don't have to stress about where and how and who he is living with and I know Joe is safe at his dads.  Maybe I can get Mike on his med's for his bi-polar properly while he is here!

A happy Mom!

Update on Life here in Ontario

Not Ontario Ca lol But Ontario Canada

My beloved province!

My city

Not sure why I wanted to map my story today, just sort of happened LOL
Anyway, things here have been work sleep overtime REPEAT...
Today I went in for 10 hours of OT and was sent home early due to lack of work, however my team could have used me for damn sure but that was not the case.  So I went to a Salvation Army store and found the perfect table to use as an altar in my dining room!! $8.99 so sweet!  I also found a picture for a huge wall I have in the living room.  It is called The Lady of Shalott by J. W. Waterhouse LOVE IT!!!

The Lady of Shalott
I love this picture and just had to have it for this one wall!

Found a shelf for my kitchen window that doesn't open that will do for scared space in the kitchen I will put a little shrine there with incense, a cauldron, tea lights and some herbs... very excited

I have always kept my home for my kids, well since they are grown and the one that lives here is very rarely here, I am going to make it for ME!!!

Just need an area rug in the living room and move shit around to how I want it and how it will reflect who I am and I will be so much happier.  The computer has to stay on the wall in the dining room as the house spirits do not like it anywhere else NOT JOKING they have moved my chair with me in it, moved stuff around on it not to mention the throwing of an APPLE at the tower!  Nothing has happened since I moved it so I will leave it alone lol  And the cabinets I put where the desk use to be, are perfectly fine, no activity with them at all.  So I guess they are pleased with the set up there. 
I am going to hang my witch paintings above my desk and frame some more family pictures for walls and start sewing up some cross stitch pieces and get them  up on my walls too.  Still have lots to unpack and put away and I am going to start that tomorrow!

Dream well my readers, my Goddess protect and keep all of your families well.

~~Blessed Be~~

Sunday Stealing

The Faceless 4th of July Meme

1. Last movie you saw in a theater?
Pretty sure it was the Joan Jet movie

2. What book are you reading?
Way of the Hedge Witch by Ann Murphy-Hiscock
3. Favorite board game?
NONE I hate board games

4. Favorite magazine?
The Cross Stitcher

5. Favorite smells?
Dragon's Blood, Lavender, Sandalwood, white sage, the top of a babies head, sex, patchouli, pine, after a summer rain, earth, chocolate, spiced vanilla, cinnamon, baking bread, burning leaves, campfire, cut wood, sweet grass.
6. Favorite sounds?
My children's laughter, windchimes, bells, the wind, rain, wood crackling as it burns, purring, laughing and giggling, my friends voices, race cars, logging out of my phone at work!
7. Worst feeling in the world?
Not being able to help my family members (blood or otherwise) when they are in pain.
8. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up?
FUCKKKKKKKKKKK

9. Favorite fast food place?
Wendy's
10. What's under your bed?
Cat toys, lots of cat toys.
11. Finish this statement. "If I had lot of money I’d…?
pay off my debt, buy a house and new truck and give money to those who need it.
12. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Yes my teddy bear.

13. Storms – cool or scary?
Very Cool!

14. Favorite drink?
Diet Coke, even though I am not suppose to drink it
15. Finish this statement, "If I had the time I would…?
cross stitch to my hearts content and visit friends
16. If you had to dye your hair another color, what would be your choice?
I use to, reddish brown

17. Favorite place to relax?
Forest, front porch, Shannon's, near a river or in some trees
18. Name all the different cities/towns you’ve lived in?
Milton, Burlington, Hamilton all in Ontario, Canada
19. Favorite sports to watch?
NASCAR!!!

20. Would you like to be born as yourself again?
No, I would hope I have corrected all my past mistakes and learned my lessons so I could come back in a new life.

Happy Canada Day! A tribute to the land I love!

Check out the youtube video at the end, just put up with the first part lol it is the best version of Oh Canada!

Melting Pot!

Our Provinces

beautiful canada flag in maple leaves

Canadian Moose



I stitched this!



Happy Canada Day!

We are happy and love our county

we have lots of coin money

Amazing Totem Leaf

Our Land!

No Canada day would be perfect without Bob and Doug MacKensie.. eh?

we love our lives!

Official video for "Oh Canada", from Classified's 2009 album 'Self Explanatory'. Directed by Cazhmere in Halifax, Nova Scotia. Awesome Song!!!